Tuesday, July 23, 2002
YES! The day is almost over. It is officially 1:45pm and that only leaves 3 more hours of work. Well, actually 2 more hours of work minus the hour long lunch break I am about to go on. Today has flown! Thank God. I need it to be Friday and creeping days don't help at all.
Spoke with Mariah today for the first time in a week or so. She has been in Boston since July 3rd. Yeah...July 3rd is when I went there for my birthday. That was YEARS ago, it seems. She finally got home last night. She isn't so excited to be in NYC, but she has to just stay here and stick it out for awhile. I know it is hard. I KNOW it is, but still...gotta put in some sort of effort to adjust to this big and scary city. :-D
She will be fine eventually. I will make sure of it.
Or I will slap her face.
That might wake her up a bit.
My teeth tingle today. Does that mean they are going to start bleeding again? Man...that was awful. Remember that??
How could you forget?
They finally stopped bleeding some time in May. Or late April. That's a good 4 months of bleeding gums. Damn. That was shit.
So I joined this thing called Classmates.com. I only joined it so that I could retrieve Kim Moore's phone number last week, but lo and behold, within 24 hours of being a member of the site...I got an email from an old friend from highschool. Her name is Becky Margison and she was my girlfriend when I was a freshman in highschool. She looked EXACTLY like Kelly Taylor from 90210. No...EXACTLY! It was a strange and weird thing. And she dated me!!!
She was always a really sweet girl and really liked me. I, however, wasn't totally interested and broke up with her at the end of the summer between my freshman and sophomore year. (Of course I had to stay together with her through the summer...my friend Hannah and I had her drive our freshman asses everywhere! Oh...she was 16 at the time...I was 14.)
So she wrote me this email and I wrote her back and then she wrote me back and then today when I wrote her...I dropped the G bomb on her. You know the G bomb...don't you?
It's weird...I don't think I have told anyone from highschool that I am gay yet. I may have told Hannah a couple of months ago when I was talking to her...but I don't really remember. So...now I just wait to find out what Becky says. It may be a little weird, considering that she and I dated for about 6 months. The last time I told someone I dated in the past that I was gay...it didn't go over so well. It didn't go badly, but lets just say that she and I don't talk anymore.
And rightly so....
Everything is weird then. How would you like to be told, after falling hard for someone -
and of course they fell hard...look at me (haha),
that the guy you like, or maybe even are in love with, has been gay the whole time?
Whoops.
That stings.
Not that I truly care. If Becky Margison decides to freak out about me being gay, I will probably laugh.
Cuz WHO ARE YOU Becky Margison.
I am going to tell her that if she doesn't look like Kelly Taylor anymore, I don't want to be friends.
It's just the way it goes.
Off to dinner and drinks tonight after work. Nice, fun thing to do.
Just hope it goes smoothly.
Right now...Pinks' Just Like a Pill is playing on my Launch Player. You know? The verses are GENIUS and her voice sounds great...but then we get into the 3 hour replay of the boring chorus. Why does she DO that???
Well, the mail just came in and thanks to PENELOPE OF MY LOVE...a little package from Corporate Express came with a gift for me in it. Thanks P! I finally got my little rear view mirror from Jane! You are the best for doing that!
Now I can see when Deb the Beast is skulking in her room.
And I just saw RCS come out of his office and he didn't even look at my computer as I was writing this. See...if I didn't have my rear view mirror, my paranoid brain would have THOUGHT he was looking at me...but now I can see that he wasn't.
YOU ROCK!
and so does Jane.
A little.
So hungry.
I am not going to make it until dinner. I have REALLY been debating getting Burger King today. It has been months since I have been there. No seriously. Months! I really deserve it. But I won't get it. I must wait until after the vacation.
:(
So hungry. What can I eat that is light, tastes good, and makes me smile?
A slice of pizza?
Yum.
But also...snores.
ooh...how bout smores?
nah...snores.
Either way...this bitch gotta go eat!
PEACE OUT JIGGAS.
Spoke with Mariah today for the first time in a week or so. She has been in Boston since July 3rd. Yeah...July 3rd is when I went there for my birthday. That was YEARS ago, it seems. She finally got home last night. She isn't so excited to be in NYC, but she has to just stay here and stick it out for awhile. I know it is hard. I KNOW it is, but still...gotta put in some sort of effort to adjust to this big and scary city. :-D
She will be fine eventually. I will make sure of it.
Or I will slap her face.
That might wake her up a bit.
My teeth tingle today. Does that mean they are going to start bleeding again? Man...that was awful. Remember that??
How could you forget?
They finally stopped bleeding some time in May. Or late April. That's a good 4 months of bleeding gums. Damn. That was shit.
So I joined this thing called Classmates.com. I only joined it so that I could retrieve Kim Moore's phone number last week, but lo and behold, within 24 hours of being a member of the site...I got an email from an old friend from highschool. Her name is Becky Margison and she was my girlfriend when I was a freshman in highschool. She looked EXACTLY like Kelly Taylor from 90210. No...EXACTLY! It was a strange and weird thing. And she dated me!!!
She was always a really sweet girl and really liked me. I, however, wasn't totally interested and broke up with her at the end of the summer between my freshman and sophomore year. (Of course I had to stay together with her through the summer...my friend Hannah and I had her drive our freshman asses everywhere! Oh...she was 16 at the time...I was 14.)
So she wrote me this email and I wrote her back and then she wrote me back and then today when I wrote her...I dropped the G bomb on her. You know the G bomb...don't you?
It's weird...I don't think I have told anyone from highschool that I am gay yet. I may have told Hannah a couple of months ago when I was talking to her...but I don't really remember. So...now I just wait to find out what Becky says. It may be a little weird, considering that she and I dated for about 6 months. The last time I told someone I dated in the past that I was gay...it didn't go over so well. It didn't go badly, but lets just say that she and I don't talk anymore.
And rightly so....
Everything is weird then. How would you like to be told, after falling hard for someone -
and of course they fell hard...look at me (haha),
that the guy you like, or maybe even are in love with, has been gay the whole time?
Whoops.
That stings.
Not that I truly care. If Becky Margison decides to freak out about me being gay, I will probably laugh.
Cuz WHO ARE YOU Becky Margison.
I am going to tell her that if she doesn't look like Kelly Taylor anymore, I don't want to be friends.
It's just the way it goes.
Off to dinner and drinks tonight after work. Nice, fun thing to do.
Just hope it goes smoothly.
Right now...Pinks' Just Like a Pill is playing on my Launch Player. You know? The verses are GENIUS and her voice sounds great...but then we get into the 3 hour replay of the boring chorus. Why does she DO that???
Well, the mail just came in and thanks to PENELOPE OF MY LOVE...a little package from Corporate Express came with a gift for me in it. Thanks P! I finally got my little rear view mirror from Jane! You are the best for doing that!
Now I can see when Deb the Beast is skulking in her room.
And I just saw RCS come out of his office and he didn't even look at my computer as I was writing this. See...if I didn't have my rear view mirror, my paranoid brain would have THOUGHT he was looking at me...but now I can see that he wasn't.
YOU ROCK!
and so does Jane.
A little.
So hungry.
I am not going to make it until dinner. I have REALLY been debating getting Burger King today. It has been months since I have been there. No seriously. Months! I really deserve it. But I won't get it. I must wait until after the vacation.
:(
So hungry. What can I eat that is light, tastes good, and makes me smile?
A slice of pizza?
Yum.
But also...snores.
ooh...how bout smores?
nah...snores.
Either way...this bitch gotta go eat!
PEACE OUT JIGGAS.
